I haven’t thought about your name in ages. I haven’t dwelled on hearing your heartbeat for the first time. I haven’t devised plans of telling my family and friends of your sweet coming. I had let that go. And yet…..
And yet, you still pulled on the strings of my soul. I still ever faintly heard your cry. My arms still ached to nestle you close, breath in your baby smell, and rock you to sleep. But I tried still to let you go and just thought I had. And yet…..here you are.
Hello my lovely. With your quick beating heart and you already full cheeks. I cannot wait to meet you!
I know you’re likely shocked, dear reader. As am I. I’ll be filling you in a bit more as we go, but cannot contain my excitement and wanted to introduce you to the soon-to-be latest member of our family: our first baby! We’re working in a private adoption and this is the ultrasound is a picture of my little lovely’s face, with chubby little cheeks!